not-such-a-simple-life-to-lead.

IF YOUR WELFARE WERE IN A CARD..

2007-06-28T05:45:00.000+08:00

IF YOUR WELFARE WERE IN A CARD..

So here I am now, staring at the same screen for the past 4 hours and counting, listening to the same tracks which was on repeat since then. Time now is 5.46am.

I'm still brainstorming about the companies or SHOPS which students in TP, namely TEENAGERS, usually patronize. Ok, maybe its not called brainstorming, since you can't really brainstrom alone, can you? But I don't know, my brain's in a stromy mess right now, desperately trying to gather my thoughts, while sourcing for the various companies online.
Eyes hurt.

And guess what? I have test tomorrow at 2! Yay-nees aye? Haha. Half of me just wants to give up. But if I do, who will be the one to really take up such a big challenge? So I'm staying put through this till the end.

Now, readers! (though not many of you), I need suggestions on the companies which you think will be able to work with us in this Welfare and Discount Card Scheme which TPSU's Welfare Department really intends to materialise.
Sooo.. please do leave a tag with YOUR NAME, mentioning the company's name, and do also include the CONTACTS of the person in charge.
I really appreciate if everyone could ask every other human being who studies in TP about this. Thank you. I need all of your help and suggestions.

Currently, we have hot demands for NewUrbanMale (from the DB people of course). I'll see what I can do. To tell you guys the truth, I haven't had the faintest idea on how to go about doing this card thingy. Oh well, a guy can learn right? But of course this guy needs all the help he can get! Haha.

Counting on YOU!

And TPSU sub comm camp is in 2 days' time.
Sub Comm Camp -> Ikuzo.

Ok, its back to work for me people! Good day (:

cheerio.

HAPPY LA, AH-BUH-DEN

2007-06-09T14:20:00.000+08:00

HAPPY LA, AH-BUH-DEN

I'm just posting this entry because Im happy.
haha.
Ok la. Fine. Better add some other things into this entry.. Hmm lets see..

Work has started to kick in as a main comm. And now I have this other mail which I have to like check every now and then, before ppl starts getting worried over me. Haha.
I've got a WHOLE lot of things planned for the welfare of the students which I think would take quite some time to materialise. But oh well. You need patience for everything.
I'm quite happy with the fact that ppl around me are happy too, in more ways than one. Stay that way you guys (:

Anyway, I'm at home right now typing all this while the other main comm members are enjoying themselves at the ALP site in sch. Oh well, stupid rashes couldn't have come at a better time. Bother.

Hope everything would turn out ok or better than expected. Lets just let nature take its course.
Haha.
SMILE ON (:

cheers.

TAKE A LOOK AT MY LIFE; ITS ALL BLACK

2007-06-05T23:23:00.000+08:00

TAKE A LOOK AT MY LIFE; ITS ALL BLACK

Black, dark, empty is the abandoned corner of my heart - revisited.

Who is there except for the cobwebs of old tragies and past scars.

While love is everywhere, this is the only part of me, which is totally void of such luxury.

As dark and night, and as empty as space; it just feels cold, lonely - unwanted.

Everytime I find myself here, it engulfs me. All the shelved hatred, pain, anger, jealousy - just to name a few.

Tear me they will, and leave me to rot in this vessel of place which I thought I had forsaken. I don't really care.

It disturbs me inside, knowing that part of me enjoys such company - as tormenting as it is.

Closing the heavy door of the vault, I think twice about locking it up.

Though I know deep down inside, I just want to just lock it up and throw away the key.

But I won't, knowing that some day I might just need a place to cry and let loose.

No, I'm not the perfect example of Happiness. I'm just human. And you know that too.

Trust me, the last thing I want is for you to worry about me.

I just realised what a bunch of bullshit I just wasted my last 15 minutes on.
Oh well.
My heart speaks. And life's been shitty lately. Not as if its the first time.

Where is the love you ask?
Through tainted vision, I can't seem to find it, no matter how hard I try.

I'm just putting too much hope on something. So maybe I shouldn't.

Shit la. Better end this post soon, before anything happens.

just drop roll and die.

CONGRATS?

2007-05-29T01:28:00.000+08:00

CONGRATS?

Ok, firstly..
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SHAZ AND GLENN!!
love you guys.

Ok go,
THANK YOU TO ALL THOSE 577 PEOPLE WHOM VOTED FOR ME!
THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU !!
haha. i love you guys, whoever you are, whever you are!
if you see me around, pls do tell me that you had voted for me, so that I can thank you peronally. and maybe I can even throw in a hug if you want. haha.

Ok then,
CONGRATS TO THE OTHER 12 PEOPLE WHO GOT INTO TPSU EXCO!
now, I hope this commitee will work well together.
no bullshit pls.
no pattern pls.
no power struggle pls.
lets work TOGETHER as a a whole TPSU.

Ok next,
I need to study, so better do that now before I fall asleep.

k bye (:

cheers.

PASSION IN QUESTION

2007-05-20T23:56:00.000+08:00

PASSION IN QUESTION

And just when I thought the busy week was over and done with, this coming week is going to be as equally busy, maybe lesser, but still - busy.

The road to the elections was a lethargic one, with waves of obstacles and uncertainty crashing down every single moment I wanted to take a simple breather. Gosh. One more day of campaigning left. I'm spent.

NO, CANNOT! ONE LAST PUSH!!

I must FIGHT for what I love.
I must FIGHT for what I believe in.
I must FIGHT for TPSU.
I must FIGHT for my PASSION.
I must FIGHT for all those people whom have sacrificed for TPSU.
I must FIGHT to make your TP life, more vibrant and enriching.

GOOD LUCK and ALL THE BEST for those who are running for the elections!

And when 22nd, 23rd and 24th comes, please do vote. Bring you whole class to vote, if thats possible!
And its as simple as choosing and clicking away at those candidates whom you really want in the respective clubs.

Please vote for:
1) Adrian
2) Derek
3) Edwin
4) Glenn
5) John
6) Jing Wen
7) Kay
8) Geraldine
9) Tat Yi
10) Sarah
11) Yuting
12) Me

for TPSU Main Commitee..

1) Maybelle

2) Ryan

3) Kok Guan

4) Serene

5) Joyce

6) Jia Min

7) Samantha

8) Wesley

for BSC Main Commitee

Ok, moving on.

Even though my life right now is kind of packed and maybe messy, I think I'm really damn lucky to have friends beside me, supporting me. No matter what, thses people are always around to lend a helping hand or a listening ear. Some might go even further.

I LOVE THESE PEOPLE.

Thank you God for blessing me with such wonderful people.

I might not be rich, nor am I that smart, but yet, I'm still thankful to you, because the greatest gift that you can ever give me, are these wonderful people, people whom I can trust, seek help from, look up to, and to listen to me whenever I needed someone.

Yes, these people are my beloved FRIENDS.

I am trully blessed.

This friday, is judgement day. A new chapter, some might say. But whatever it is, I just hope that the right people get into the respective main comms. Especially TPSU.

I am afraid now. Afraid of Friday. Please let it be what I hope for it to be. A peaceful cheery friday. But I know, that wouldn't be possible. Oh well, I can only hope and pray.

Anyway, Thank You for all those whom have put their faith in me, and had told me personally that they will vote for me. I am touched. Thank You once again.

Let me make you proud (:

Ok, enough for now. I have yet to ramble on about another 101 things, but i guess, that can wait till next time.

Take care, all of you.

P/S: Tomorrow is Biscuit Day! weee..

cheers.

EYECANDY EMPIRE

2007-05-13T16:54:00.000+08:00

EYECANDY EMPIRE

Seems that I'm pretty busy these days to even update this blog of mine. Been out with SU and Scythia people these couple of days and I must say that all of them had been quite enjoyable for me.

And to Scythia,

THANKS FOR THE OVERWHELMING ATTENDANCE ON FRIDAY!

MADE ME A HAPPY MAN!! ((((: YOU GUYS LOOK PRETTY/HANDSOME/NICE!!!! weeee.

EYECANDY EMPIRE!!

Anticipating a terribly busy week ahead. Sighs. With elections and ccn day and what not, I'm gonna be sapped of all my life by the end of this week. Oh well, guess I have to perserve and do what needs to be done.

Even though the forecast of this coming week might be hectic and busy, I can seriously say I'm in a jolly good mood. Happy, to be exact. Thanks to the company of my friends (:

I LOVE THEM ALOT! (Yes, this includes u Fazly, haha)

I hope good times like these lasts forever.

TO ALL MUMS OUT THERE:

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY!!!

Happy mothers' day Mum. Love you ALOT ALOT.

And this goes out to Nenek also.
I LOVE YOU.
Wherever you may be. I miss you so much..

cheers.

RAINBOWS

2007-05-03T19:35:00.000+08:00

RAINBOW.

I have always wondered what lies at the ends of a rainbow. Do you?

An artist impression of the Rainbow :)

Is it really GOLD?

Nah.
I really think that rainbows not only casts itself after the rain, but I personally believe that rainbows are cast from people to people, individuals to individuals. And what lies at each end of such rainbows?

Well, simple.

You'll find people...
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SMILING, HAPPY PEOPLE (:

You'll just have to look more closer! Such things are more valueable than gold. Haha.

Oh, I LOVE THAT PICTURE THOUGH! haha. So cute.

Ok, enough with this random post.

cheers.

I'M NOT DEAD YET.

2007-05-03T18:24:00.000+08:00

I'M NOT DEAD YET.

This blog entry is just to prove that my lowly existance, no matter how small and pathetically insignificant it may be, is still present in this world.

In this entry itself, I shall include two entries, one of them being a tad outdated and mouldy, but still important.

So here I go with THAT outdated entry which everyone's been bugging about.

FRESHMEN ORIENTATION 07/08.

The FOW/C this year certainly had its fair share of twists and turns, some of which really mdae a significant impact on myself and well, it changed me so to speak.

Although I can't really recall very well the events that took place from the 9th to the 14th of April, I still can remember the efforts the GLs made to improve themselves, not to mention the sacrifices they made, just for the freshmen, or "freshies" as I would like to call them. I am really very proud of everyone one of them. Even now, as I'm typing out this long due entry, I still feel that I've not said enough "thank you"s to each and every one of them.

It has been a rollercoster ride for me being the Head GL of our empire, Scythia. The rollercoaster ride I'm talking about was really enjoyable. I'm serious. Though almost every time I ended up puking all over the floor, so to speak. The experience was filled with valueable lessons which really turned me onto a better person. I'm seriously honoured to have been given the opportunity. Thank you Fazly and Yuting. With your guidance, I've grown to look at things at a different points of view, not to mention, looking at the bigger picture. Honestly I struggled through the first days of FOW, not having grasp the role of a HGL yet. But as the days past, I grew more comfortable doing things I was supposed to do, and not to be some raving lunatic of a HGL who practically wanted to do anything and everything by himself. A lesson learnt: I learnt to trust my GLs. Without these dedicated bunch of hyper-active, loud and caring individuals, no no no, group of people, I really didn't know how to manage a cohort of a 150 freshies all by myself. I can't. Therefor I'm really thankful to all of them who made it for all the 6 days, be it rain or shine.

Now moving on to talk about the freshies!
I must say, the bunch of Scythian whom we took for FOW was quite different for the ones we had for FOC. However, after FO ended, we could really see that these people actually make it a point to know each other. Now, whenever Yuting or Fazly or whoever asks me, "Eh, he/she from FOC or FOW ar?", I'd just shrug and say, "I don't know. They all look the same to me, so can't really differentiate." Haha. See la. Next time you guys must start pasting masking tapes with labels that indicate where you were from (FOW or FOC).
Can look quite fashionable leh.. Haha.

Anyway, the Scythian freshies or Year 1s are having outings like almost EVERYDAY. I don't know what to call this also. But, be sure that I have enjoyed every single outing whcih I attended with these people. They're so cute and funny at times. Kinda reminds me of Centis times.. SPEAKING OF WHICH! I've yet to organise one for them. I'm so tied down right now. But be sure that it would be sometime after 25th May. Or maybe sooner? I don't know. Haha.

Ok, now for a quick update on my life, before I proceed to practice some foosball. Seriously, I suck. I know some of you want to slap me already. But sorry, I'm somewhat of a perfectionist when it comes to certain things. Ha!

The first week of school was great, simply because we had no tutorials for most subjects! Haha. And its great to see a lively lounge EVERYDAY. Seriously, I can't remember the last time when it was so crowded. Yay! However, I really do apologise to those people who visited the lounge, only to be accompanied by boredom because of the lack of amenities or games we have here. Be sure that the area near the back of the lounge would be cleared soon. Soon.

Oh ya! Service Skills Methodology, or SSM for short, was great! For most part that is, excluding the early morning scoldings which totally reminded me of my NPCC days. Sucks. But the teachers there are seriously funny! I'm kind of looking forward to tomorow's lesson. Haha.

Oh oh oh! There's also another thing which I'm really really looking forward to! I'm looking forward to Saturday's Scythia outing! S.O.N.G..... SONG! Haha. We're one big family!!
Kudos to all those who had put in effort into keeping this empire together! *Loud applause*

I guess, that's it for this entry. Take care all of you!
Hope you guys enjoy this semester!

cheers.

EMPTY POST

2007-03-27T01:36:00.000+08:00

EMPTY POST

You can choose to skip this EMPTY POST becuase of the fact that its empty in the sense that it has really no reading value. So ya..

YA camp and late nights has really taken a toll on me. Lost my voice surprisingly only after 3 days of camp; and its not even as good as FOC mind you. Dunno what am I doing also. Met alot of really nice people from JCs and ITEs. Not forgeting those with no sch (our OLD facilitators.. haha). Really didn't expect the camp to be as good la. Oh well, FO is still the best.

Oh ya, need to apologise to everyone whom tried to calm down a pissed-off me but got a black face and stupid remarks in return. I'M REALLY SORRY. Thanks for calming me down in the end, esp to happypill and jessybessy.

ALP was really an eye opener for us HGLs as well as the GLs. We really need to buck up. I have faith in all the GLs. They can do it.

I LOVE MY GLs.
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But more importantly,
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I LOVE TP.

DO YOU?

pahbehtoh!

HAPPY-NESS

2007-03-03T02:40:00.000+08:00

HAPPY-NESS

Today started off dumb.

I think I'm starting to develop a habit of coming at 9am in the morning for a class that doesn't even exist, or for something that I could've come at a later time.

Well, today was the latter. Sighs*

Came to school at 9.15am, only to find and empty level 5 business corridor, and a room which I was supposed to be having my sevice uniform measurement, containing only 4 -5 people.
At first I thought "Oookay.. Maybe I mistaken the details or something. So I trotted down to the library to check it out. I was relieved that it stated the correct room number. HOWEVER, I didn't know that we could come "anything between 9am - 1pm". GAH! So I stoned there for 2 plus hours, watching my "Let It Shine" fearturing FELICIA CHIN. Hooraayss!

Anyway, ya da ya da ya da, I reached the room at 11.40am, and saw Sam and Friends. Haha.

Ok fine, JESSYBESSY and Friends ok? haha. Makes no diff actually.

Oh ya, guess what else I saw?
I saw that the person in charge of measuring both the genders was a GUY leh! Not that it affects me or anything la but its just that..

HE WAS MEASURING GIRLS' BOOBS, RIGHT IN FRONT OF US GUYS. (now guys, don't start having any funny imaginations ok? esp about my crush. or else u die. or at least I'll get the man to measure your boobs too. see how u'll feel. haha.)

Yucks. Gross can. Damn traumatize by the whole ordeal. Ask Leti. She knows.

ITS JUST AIN'T RIGHT LA PLS.

But after much useful information was obtained (it was actually just some gossips we passed around and biased observations), we found out that without a doubt..

HE IS GAY.

Hopefully he is. Cause I know of some guys who would love to beat him up. Well, actually just ONE guy la. Haha.

Ok, we damn bad la. Haha. We gossiped about gays and stuff (no offence) just 2 METRES AWAY FROM HIM LOR. Haha. And there was this time when the guy and another guy, whos apparently his assistant, went off to the gents. Haha. WE GOSSIPED LIKE MAD LA.

Oh ya, the most gross thing I saw the other man, who was sitting down, do, was ADJUSTING HIS.. err.. ZIP?!?.. right after he came back from the gents. GROSSED-OUT. pukes*

Happy moment is when I saw.... HAHAHA. I melted away alr.... Felicia Chin, you've met your match.. I'm sorry, but the tribe has spoken *cue for Survivor sound effects* -> Felicia Chin walking away. *eh eh yo yo, yo ehyah, eh eh yo, yo eh ya* <- Survivor sounds* haha. ok. Ok, I guess the title of the entry is HAPPY-NESS, NOT GAY-NESS. So ya. I should really end the gay thingy here. Haha. Moving on.. I went to lounge, foosballed for what it seems like only seconds compared to the time I was away from it, photohunted (really miss Joan's presence at the machine), laughed AT and WITH Sarah about Winx Club (she got me all high coz of tt. haha), and finally set off for TM to check movie timings. Sarah = LOADS of FUN and LAUGHTER

well mostly coz shes the one doing all the laughing...
HAHAHA!

Me, Yuting and Yisheng ran a few errands first before checking the movie timings.
And so, after which we decided to watch THE PURSUIT OF HAPPYNESS, because FY, me and Sarah wanted to watch it oh-so-much. Haha. So after the tix we bought, we went to the TM foodcourt to eat. Me and Yuting went to the ice kachang stall to buy some ice kachang (MY FAV!). Haha. Ok here's where Yuting went crazy.

me: Aunty, one strawberry kisses pls. Dowan ALL THE KACHANG AND ALL THE STUFF OK?

YT: HAHAHAHAHA! WHAT??! THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I SEE PPL
ORDER ICE KACHANG
WITHOUT THE KACHANG!!

me: Oh ya *turns to YT*, u want anything like corn or what.

YT: attap chee only.
HAHAHHAHA. goes back to rofl*

me: Ok, we want the attap chee only ok? (By now, the aunty is like holding
back mountains of laughter. Thanks ar Aunty.)

me: *Turns to YT* wats wrong with not having the KACHANG. I mean, wats so weird abt it? I've been eating it this way from sec 2 leh. And for the normal Ice Kachang rite, I'll only put the green syrup. Coz its the nicest....etc etc.

At this point YT was laughing like mad and was not even paying any attention
at all.

YT: HAHAHAHA! U MEAN U EAT ICE KACHANG THE ICE ONLY? HOW MUCH U BUY?
20CENTS AR? HAHAHAHA. HOW CAN PPL NOT PUT THE KACHANG...
hahahaha.

me: wat.. got ppl wat do tt wat.. wats so weird abt ppl not putting the KACHANG man?? I just dun like lor.

I thought it ended there and then. BUT NOOOOOooo.. When we sat back at out table..

YT: HAHAHAHA *still laughing*.. so u mean u order chicken rice, WITHOUT CHICKEN?? HAHA. coz its like Ice Kaching WITHOUT the Kachang.. u know.. *being all animated with her hands and all*

me: No link leh. Chicken rice and Ice Kachang. Its like...
(forgot wat I said, but I'm sure it was sth sensible). hahaha.

Ok. Shan't move on to how I actually EAT my ICE KACHANG. If not, u you guys would just roll off whatever your sitting on, and die laughing.

BUT I'M NOT WEIRD CAN! Im just plain creative.
Its not called playing with my food la pls.
Its called getting creative with it. Get the point? Haha.

So yup yup. We met Eric, arcaded for a while, wasted a few bucks (for Yisheng it was like..ALOT! ARGH!) and crapped about at macs. FY came soon after and we went to the cinema to watch..

The movie was good. But not THAT good to make me cry. Unlike "I not Stupid Too(2)".. Wah.. I want to watch that movie again la. So nice.

ANYWAY, speaking about the movie I just spent a fortune on watching, I concluded that I was quite worth it la. Because the show really gets you thinking and reflecting. Not to mention making me realise how other people actually managed to crawl all their way to the top without even "a shirt on their backs" to begin with.

My most FAVOURITE LINE in the movie was when Chris (Will Smith) was telling his son this, after he told him that he would never be a good basketballer because he himself was not very good:

"Son, DON'T YOU EVER LET ANYONE TELL YOU WHAT U CAN'T DO.

Not even me."

Wah.. Damn nice. And I loved the part where both Son & Dad were sleeping in a public toilet because they got nowhere else to sleep for the night. The part where Chris cry made me all nua and sad. He's a great Dad =)

OK. Sorry for spoiling some parts of the show. I don't want to further the damage alr.
Got to turn in now cause tomorrow will be having this foosball thingy at Orchard Hotel.
-_-" diaoded. so far..

P/S: Today was a HAPPY DAY! haha. Its so good to be happy. Emo? pfft*

Happy Hols!

godbless

FREE

2007-03-02T02:04:00.000+08:00

FREE

Ah yes. I am free at last.

Free from all the stress of studying of exams
Free from all those sleepless night spent burying in endless books and notes.

I'm done with all that.

So what's next?

Hmm.. Work? Shopping? Movies? Kayaking? Haha. Makes me happy thinking of the long 2 month holidays in front of me. Got to make use of it as much as I can. Woo hooo!

Anyway, was talking to Joan on msn..
She told me about this 39 bucks PUMPS at Topshop. Ok, being a total noobs, I asked wat pumps were la.. naturally.. HAHA. (That'ss why i cant shop for girls stuff. Aww.. Don't be dissapointed girls.. haha. ok. self entertainment)

Anway, this was wat she drew..
(WARNING: The following content may result in shock and sudden spasms because of its harsh nature. Viewers with faint hearts are advised not to scream.)
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AAAAAAAARRRGGHHHHHH!!!

Haha. Ok. Sorry Joan. Can't help exaggerating abit. Hahahaha.

Anyway, those of you who know of any places that are hiring, pls dp let me know ok? Desperate. haha.

ok go.

godbless.

CELEBRITY RESEMBLANCE

2007-02-22T23:30:00.000+08:00

CELEBRITY RESEMBLANCE

How can you not WHINE when you're studying and trying at your extreme wits end to memorise terms like Vins Delimites Qualite Superieur, Qualitatswein bestimmeter Angbaugebiete, and what not.

Yes, I'm reading up on WINES now for my F&B exams next wednesday.. Gah!

Man, if wine had a gender, it would be neither male nor female. It would be GAY.

So here I am I'm trying my best to take a million stabs at the subject when suddenly, I got distracted with the floating thought of visiting other peoples' blog.

Being very weak in the psychological department, I went on to blog hop everywhere, until I stumbled upon Rachel's blog. HAHA! And guess what I found?

http://www.myheritage.com/FP/Company/tryFaceRecognition.php

Lo and behold! I found a website which can actually distinguish which celebrities you resemble to. HAH! So, in order to satisfy my curiousity, I uploaded a photo of myself and waited fot the results.

Wah, I tell you, THE RESULTS CAME BACK FANTASTIC! Not to mention funny. Here, let me show you..

Oh wait.. Need a closer look? Okay!

I RESEMBLE JAY CHOU CAN!

Well at least 71 %.

Haha. BUT STILL!! I'm HAPPY!

ya ok. haha.

Well.. The next celeb whom I resemble to would most probably crack JessyBessy and Joan up..

ok go.

MAO ZEDONG! wooooooooooo...

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

*rolls on floor*

*Note to self -> thats Mao Zedong, not Cai Shen Ye for godness sake. Don't get them mixed up the next time you go out with friends. haha.

Now, I think my leadership side resembles him (I just made that up. heh)

hmmm..

You want to see who my funny and crazy side resembles??

U do?! GREAT!

Used this photo... wait ar....

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And TADA!

CHARLIE CHAPLIN!!

WOAH!! ~~~wavy hand gestures~~

HAHHAA. Cool huh?

Ok. Better get back to mugging. Gonna slog all night if i have to.

BYE!

godbless.

THE END OF AY 06/07

2007-02-17T15:39:00.000+08:00

THE END OF AY 06/07

First things first..
JOAN, ALL THE SU PEOPLE WILL MISS HAVING U IN THE LOUNGE!!
STAY HAPPY IN TAS OK? DO VISIT US OFTEN!

Now, I really can't believe that the 06/07 Acedemic Year has already ended (not incl. exams of course). Come to think of it, one year is really not that long. In this one year, alot of changes had happened in my life, both mentally as well as physically. I've made many friends whom I can trust and count on, esp the ones in Students' Union. My only wish now is to spend as much time as I can with them, before I go to TAS the semester after the next, and before I go for my 6 months long SIP in Year 3. I can forsee that the time spent in Lounge would be lesser in the coming AY due to heavier projects and commitments. Though I hope that we can have as much outings so as to build stronger bonds between all the members in TPSU, enough to last a whole lifetime.

I'm regretting certain things right now. One of them has got to be about my classmates. I regretted not having such a bonded class. I envy other classes like h09 and h10. I can tell that separation for them is not easy.

The last day of school was a very depressing one. Its sad to see that, during our last tutorial session, every gruop just simply left the room after Mr Chia's project consultation. One by one, the people whom I see almost everyday, just left the room. And bit by bit, my heart grew heavier. Its wierd though, since I showed a disliking for the class at the begining of the year. However, at long last, I got to know them better and came to accept them as my classmates. The only thing I'm regretting right now is that we as a class, should have bonded more, instead of being so competitive that even classmates became just "hi-bye" friends.

Oh well, I guess that some people just take poly as a bridge from them to go into University. Not more than that.

Moving on, I really do hope that the decisions I've made during the past year have been correct ones. I really hope that in the coming AY, I can be more matured and responsible. I really don't want to let people down no longer. I really hope to get a more fun loving and talkative class next year.

Hmm. Nothing more to say.

P/S: JOAN, U ROCK! THANKS FOR THE BACKGROUND U MADE FOR ME!! HAPPY PILL!!
WE WILL MISS U LIKE MAD!

SU chalet anyone? Pls?

P/P/S: Cheer up Glenn.. We'll be here for u no matter wat.

godbless.

Hope to See Brighter Days Soon!

2007-02-10T02:07:00.000+08:00

Hope to See Brighter Days Soon!

Ok. I've decided NOT TO BE EMO ANYMORE!! haha. Or at least I'll try ok?
Well of course I need people to constantly remind me to be happy thats for sure. From now onwards, everytime I face things which would make me feel down, I know that by being emo, does not solve a shit. Really it doesn't. And its not even nice to know that people are also affected by you when you're all emo-ish and stuff. Haha. I think being emo is ACCEPTABLE for A WHILE. But not for extended periods. Because I think I tend to be rather scary when I'm in that zone. Don't you guys agree?

Oh wells, I guess I have my trusty baby to keep me company when I'm feeling down. lols.

Speaking of company, I really enjoyed doing publicity (we usually refer it as mascotting), with ABBY. LOLS. It was super fun! Abby, out of pure boredom, thought of this game where we had to compete and see which stranger would take our flyers first. Basically, all we had to do was to decide on who to target, who gets to him/her first, and finally who's flyers would be taken.
It was damn hilarious la! The people we approached, or rather ran towards, were like shocked when we tried to "sell" our flyers to them. Haha. Both of us were like.."Please take mine please. No don't take his/hers". HAHA.
Den ABBY would like "kiap" my free arm and pull it away from the person, while she shoves her flyers into the poor guy's hands. WHERE CAN LIDDAT ONE?! hahahaha.
Another funny thing was, I didn't expect people to actually say, "Ok ok, I'll take both ok" , after we shoved and pushed our flyers into thier unwilling hands. Haha. And ALL the flyers were like crumpled.. Lols. We were that scary?
It was DAMN fun la. And before that, when she showed me her kindergarden and nursery certs, i almost died lol-ing in the room. She's damn funny la. Not to mention BLUR also. lols.

Hope to spend more time doing mascotting with my fellow mascots, the main comms, and MOMMY! haha. Mascotting sessions are ALWAYS so fun. I didn't regret joining. lols.

Today, something sad happened. I LOST MY LION'S ARM! OMG. It all started when I acidently dropped it while I was walking, and it was practically stepped and kicked unknowingly by the people who were walking in front of me (not your faults la, haha). I could just stare in horror. It finally stopped like 3 metres away from where I stood. And when Yuting handed it back to me, ITS LEFT ARM WAS MISSING!!!! roars.
We tried to look for it but to no avail. Hence, now I'm left with a handicapped looking LION (which is STILL cute btw). Hope the people who were doin the survey would still be around next week. But I think, they won't. HAHA. who knows.

O' Level results released today!! CONGRATS TO ALL WHO HAVE DONE WELL!!

PLEASE DO NOT HESITATE TO PUT HTM AS YOUR 1ST CHOICE FOR JAE.
HTM IS SO GOOOOD, ITS IN A CLASS OF ITS OWN.

And for those who wants to get into HTM but don;t have the adequet points to qualify, DON'T WORRY, YOU CAN STILL APPEAL!!!! THINK POSITIVE!!! GO FOR WHAT U WANT!! haha.

Which reminds me... Damn that M**S C**M. Never accepted me even after TWO interviews. Damn sad. Or at least I was damn sad last time. BUT I'M NOT SAD ANYMORE! COZ HTM IS LIKE WAY WAY WAYYYY BETTER THAN THAT COURSE. HAHA. You simply can't deny that HTM students are much more better that m*** c**m students in some far away poly. HAHAHA. I'm just being a loser. Ignore me. lols.

Ok. I'm tired. Need to sleep.

P/S: I WANNA BE HAPPY!!!! I WANNA LIVE LIFE WITH NO REGRETS!!!

P/P/S: When i said "baby", it refers to the foosball table. Haha. Wat were YOU thinking??

P/P/P/S: EMILY IS DAMN CUTE. woots* Therefore, I'm setting up a fan club for her! Wanna join? lol.

cheers.

MY WORRIES ARE MINE, AND MINE ALONE.

2007-02-05T02:16:00.000+08:00

MY WORRIES ARE MINE, AND MINE ALONE.

Things have been bugging me lately and making my head cramped. Now, to unload all those unneccessary shit that has been lingering around in my cranium:

1. Time Management Issues
I believe that some of my classmates are aware of my lack of time management skills. And yes, I do admit, I simply suck at it. No matter how many times I try to change, I'll just fall back into my old ways. Procrastination, no sense of time urgency, etc.
Its killing me.
I have to apologise to my poor group members who suffered because of my inability to manage time. I'm sorry Eve, Da jie, Ming. I've really been a letdown. I WANT to change though. But how? I've tried again and again, and have broken countless promises within myself. How do I convince myself to be on time, every time?
I guess I'll have to work that out internally. No, I MUST work it out, before its too late. But maybe it already is.

I need an organiser. And a fierce soul to constantly force me to use it every time I have something on. Really.

2. SU Main Comm Elections
I know that the elections are far far ahead. But still, alot of things have been bothering me concerning this. As a start, I don't think that I can live up to peoples' expextations of me. I'm not even anywhere near there. Trust me; who would know me better than myself. I have every reason NOT to run for the elections next AY. But still, there is something in me that's pushing me to do the otherwise. Maybe its the burning passion towards TPSU that's doing it. Maybe its my friends in there whom I've grown quite attached to for the past year. Hmmm..
But unless I change my ways, throw away all my bad habits, correct myself and my thinking, I'd never be able to bring myself to run. NEVER. I do not wish for people to waste votes on such a useless person just because of popularity or what not.
I WILL RUN IF I KNOW DEEP DOWN INSIDE THAT I HAVE WHAT IT TAKES TO BE IN ONE OF THOSE 13 SEATS.

Friends can only help you 25% of the way. The final 75% is up to yourself.

3. Unemployment Issue
GOD I NEED A JOB! There's only a 5% chance that B&J's will call me. I'm sad. No point in hiding that fact. I was dumb to have pinned all my hopes on that ONE job. Should have scouted for others. DAMN. I need a job and I need it like desperately.. Actually not. Depends. The sooner the better.

4. Dropping Grades.
My grades are slipping like there's no tommorow. At the rate they are going, there WON'T BE any tommorow left.
Someone has to be there.

To slap me.

To kick me.

If physical abuse is what it takes to wake myself up and make me study, then by all means, please do volunteer to swing your limbs at me whenever you see me slacking off.
I need to slap that smile off my face. Its time to get serious. I'm far too playful for my own good. If only I had a device which can give off electrical shocks whenever I'm playing instead getting my work done. Hmmm. Maybe there's one on ebay.

See what I mean? I'm too damn playful. Shoot me.

Ok. I've vented enough crap onto this entry.
Need to stop. Because its getting freaking late and I DO have lecture in the morning, though most probably I won't be going.

*SLAPS*

See ya!

cheers.

I Scare Myself with Terrible English

2007-02-03T01:02:00.000+08:00

I Scare Myself with Terrible English

I can't help feeling the feeling of not feeling good. I mean, I feel that my standard of English is dropping WAYYYyyy to fast for me to catch. Sometimes I'll suddenly stop abruptly when I speak because I'll have this tendency to forget words - simple words, or forgot how to connect points together. Seriously, these kind of crap never happened to me last time.

So that is why i need to read books. English books. Novels, to be more precise.

Therefore, this is a plea to whoever's reading this:
Please recommend me some novels to read before I turn into a vegetable; incapable of speaking a single word of English.

Thank You. You're-so-very-kind.

cheers.

Wasted

2007-01-25T01:18:00.000+08:00

WASTED

damn emo today after....
damn wasted....

how i wish i can change her.

I think there's still hope.
Only a tiny glimmer, but still. yes its there.

Can't just let her be..
But then again, I can't even save myself.

Its just like throwing a diamond ring into the sea.

So wasted..

Oh.. So wasted..

God help.

Wish that the rumours weren't true.

But then again, what if they are.

What shall i do?

God please show her to the correct path.

Please. Have mercy.

emo-ed.

cheers.

TP Open House 07'

2007-01-22T00:16:00.000+08:00

TP Open House 07' (DAY 3 only)

I believe i have to update about the happenings during TP's open hse 07 for the benefit of those reading.

Ok. To make things short, i shall not talk about the first two days, reason being- things were quite smooth despite some miscommunications amongst the sub-comms. However, i'd like to highlight that MOST of the ICs did quite a good job in holding TPSU together; a very tough job to do indeed. Oh ya. Deco people (incl me) worked really hard to zhng the booth till it looks nicer than the others. So.. U should all give us a kiss the next time u see us. haha. Im kidding of course.

Here goes Day 3.. weeeee....

Day 3 started at around 12 plus right after I joined Adrian. Derek, Shaz, Fang Yong, Alvin, Yi Sheng, Jodin, the Tats, Wei Sheng, Yuting, Terence and Yee Ping at Bedok 85. We practically joked about alot of stuff, people, (cold) guides and the sort for almost 2 HOURS. lols. (yes, we LAUGHED ALOT till all of us got asthma) haha. The funny bit was when Adrian laughed and laughed till he fell over and broke the poor cheap coffeeshop chair- and he still continued laughing while he was on the floor! LOLS. The whole bedok was looking at us i think. haha.

Anyway, most of us returned to sch at around 2 plus, feeling high and happy. Upon reaching the lounge, my mind was made up to finish my f&b and other projs (which proved to be a nuisane) until Yuting asked me to play foosball. And then that was it. WE PRACTICALLY PLAYED FOR 4 HOURS UNKNOWINGLY. hahaha. That was why i only got about 3 hours of sleep that day. But foosball was fun nevertheless.

Woke up around 9 plus, bathed and went to the booth to help out abit. To tell u the truth, the board was really really hard to maintain because it kept raining for the 3 days and the bloody wind kept threathening to rip it apart with each and every attempt. Therefore, i'd really like to thank the people who helped the Deco team to keep the board in one piece. We appreciate it alot. =) Day 3 ended prematurely at 4 something due to the damn rain. But before that we had our final MASS DANCE! It was fun, despite of some stupid people (the _-_ _ _ _ _ _) still dancing wrongly. jeeez, i wonder whyy.. Anyway, TP was kind enough to throw a mass, and should i say, FAB buffet for those involved in the OH. I simply love the bbq wings. haha.

The last proggrame for the day was Jam & Hop, which me and Jing Jing got chosen to be the facilitators and caretakers for M5, an artise management company (incl their artises) who were invited to perform during the J&H. So ya, after eating, we had debrief, and met up with the co-ordinator for M5, who i initially thought was a very dao woman, but then she proved me wrong after she started talking to me and JJ. It ws very funny when she mentioned that me and JJ should try out to become singers or something, and that she could help us get contacts in Taiwan. lols. Honestly, it felt like MLM all over again. But still, maybe i should consider. hmmm. Must go and try out la. haha. FY is gg to slap me.. hahahaha. Oh ya, i also met this pretty and friendly girl who came with M5. Had a good nice chat with her and found out that she was.... ya ya, out-of-point.

So, moving on.. SHI XIN HUI CAME!! Late, but still, ya, SHE CAME!! haha. At first i thought she was kinda dao and unfriendly, but she managed to convice me otherwise when she did a brief encore of "I believe", since i missed that part, when i bumped into her on the way back to her transport. SHE'S NICE AND DOWN TO EARTH! haha. Simply love her because of that.

Anyway, the last item of the J&H was the free adn easy dance segment. I danced like a freak shit whille roaming around to do my crowd-control duty. Honestly, my body was just moving randomly so its not really considered dancing. But who cares? hahaha. Can someone pls teach me how to dance properly? Coz my moves tend to look cold rather than cool. haha.

Finally, when the madness ended, we packed up, had debrief, and set off for the macs opp sch. And guess who we saw at macs? I'll give u a hint - " Brrr, its cold in here. Must be the ___ _____ in the atmosphere". Go figure. lols. At macs, we talked crap and joked about while having our respective Double Mc Spicy and what not till about 2 am, after which, we finally decided to cab home, since the sch is sponsoring the cab rides for all of us. haha.
Day ended with me reaching home and collasping into my cozy bed- dreaming about Felicia Chin and Ezann Lee.... haha.

Oh ya. I'll be going around the sch to publicise D&D on wednesday onwards. So ya. Come find me, and don't forget to bring along your cameras! hahahaha!

Well, i shall have to end my entry here.

See ya! Stay Happy!!

P/S: TPSU kicked ass during Open Hse! haha. Congrats to TPSU!

P/S/S: This entry was retyped because my previous post just deleted itself when i just pressed SHIFT to select the whole thing so that i can change the font. Blogger is lousy. Admit it.

P/S/S/S: I've got to show u the ugly coloured CCA HUB shirt we had to wear for 2 days...

Dirty blue. Yucks.

i believe myself.

cheers.

La LaLaLa

2007-01-18T01:07:00.000+08:00

La LaLaLa

New blogskin!! YAY!! *cheering sounds*

Tmr's Open House!
Its till the 20th btw. DON'T FORGET TO DROP BY!
I'll be at the TPSU booth somewhere behind the stage if u wanna find me.
Pls also remember to go to the HTM booth in one of the classes (i think) irregardless of whether u're interested in it anot. Hahaha.
Honestly, I'm not really looking forward to anything in particular except.. MASS DANCE!! wahahaha!

And I'm officially a TP's D&D mascot! wooOOOT!
So everybody, tix for this year's D&D are alr out! GET THEM NOW! haha.

I think those people who thought of the idea for the "cranes to grains" thingy (each paper crane that we fold is for a bowl of rice for the needy people in.. some country i can't remember) are definately genius!

Shall have to end my entry abruptly here. Have to wriggle back to my books and do my projects. urgh.

cheers.

2007-01-09T01:13:00.000+08:00

Time to Face the Music

If the person reading this is a screwed up poly student just like me, then u must know the degree of ultimate "shittiness" projects are to our poor souls.

Stupid projects will....
- take up your family time (yes.. no more gg out with family for dinner.. ta pau!)
- take up your sleeping time -> eyebags are GUARANTEED!
- take up tv time.. in order words, no more hi 5 on weekdays afternoon.. aww. stop crying u wussies.. im sure got repeat telecast de.. haha.
- take up study time -> resulting in your IQ to gradually deteriorate (in other words, ROT)
- make u more prone to getting infected by irritating illnesses (cough, flu, AIDS, and the sort)
- make all the silver threads to "appear" amongst your (head) hair
- make u suffer from high blood pressure due to all the stress of deadlines and stuff
- screw up your brains whenever the deadline dates draw near.. i wonder why..
- RUIN EVERYTHING U PLANNED FOR TERM BREAK

I think I've said enough.

Hmmm.. a quick update on my life - (u can skip this if u're allergic ok)
D&D's approaching. Hope could get in as mascot. So cool if tt happens. Heard tt Maybelle's in it too. haha. Maybe aft d&d we can take the train back home and can talk crap along the way again. haha. Cant wait for Open House! Hope TPSU will "rah-rah" up the place with our mass dance! haha. Jolly fun man. Still waiting for the SAC entreprenuership thingy Derek told us abt. It got me all excited thinking abt what's it like to be a PROG (Programmer). WOAH! haha. not forgetting.. PROJECTS ARE DUE SOON. Have started to "pia" alr. Don't want to be an asshole free rider. Project meetings are fun though, esp for Marketing. haha. Hmm.. Lastly.. I CANT WAIT FOR FOC/FOW!! Will be a hellottafun!!

Guess i need to go back to doing my Marketing stuff right now..

Stay Happy Happy People!! =)

P/S: hope glenn finds his fone back. poor dude. DUN EMO OK?!

P/P/S: I think tt _______ is REALLY CUTE!
(yes, u can fill in the blank with "Fan J". I don't mind. Honestly)

P/P/P/S: I REALLY THINK JOHN CAN BECOME MC FOR FOC/FOW. AGREE?! i'd really appreciate comments on my tag board. Will be able to show him IF there's an overwhelming response (keyword: IF).

WE WANT JOHN! x 999999999999999999

cheers.

2006-12-30T01:12:00.000+08:00

IT IS TIME...
It is time to UPDATE MY BLOG.. (UPDATE MY BLOG..)!!

hello again everyone. welcome to fan-jay.blogspot.com! the non-stop, almost non existing blog site in the whole entire galaxy. in order to entertain my lovely little self, im typing all the shitty nonsense tt u see right here. i don't know why u're still reading this, but hey! dun stop now coz the fun's abt to start reall soon. i don't care if this hurts your eyesight or jumbles up your cilliary muscles till your eyeballs start to do a 360 or what not. so ya. i say welcome. to fan-jay.blogspot.com... (told u its nonsense)

wow. im obviously NOT in the right state of mind to be blogging now. BUT WHO CARES!!
anyway, just so u know, OTC just ended a couple days ago and im still high from it. that explains the state of 'craziness' i am in right now. HOHOHO, MERRY BELATED CHRISTMAS!!

hmmm.. i was really wondering about this for a very long time. should i or should i not keep my hair long. hmmmmm... i mean, im looking forward to that rain (yes, that korean singer/dancer that we all 'adore') type of hairstyle man..

ooh-la-la... drool for me baby!

but face it.. i cannot achieve that look no matter how many donkey years i try to grow my hair. maybe i'll just end up looking like some retarded hairy monster* (*pun intended) scaring away all the little boys and little girls around my neighbourhood. and indeed, i am not HOT to begin with. haha. so ya.. why bother right? so what now? in a very tight dilemma right now.. haha. need some comments. so pls. go crazy..

anyway. will be having this LEOX games outing at vivo this monday. hope all the LEOX gls can 'roar' together as one! WE WILL ROCK FOC/FOW!! rrRoOOaAAHHH!!

tag me if u think im crazy. pls.

HAVE A HAPPY NEW YEAR!! 2007 WOOOOOO!!!

cheers.

I guess

2006-12-19T14:46:00.002+08:00

I guess

I guess...
I can't make everyone happy
I can't make perfect decisions all the time
I'm not perfect
Things don't work out the way you think they would
Love is just a word - Nothing more
Some promises are meant to be broken
Everything could change just like that

Was it all a mistake in the first place?
..
.
.
.
No it wasn't.
I had the best time of my life.
Thank You.
=)

cheers.

The past is there for you to learn from it.

Don't go back to it.

Be strong - for me.

I'll miss you.

I'll miss everything about you.

TPRAWKS!

2006-12-03T16:01:00.000+08:00

TPRAWKS!

It really does...
I've enjoyed myself during those 3 days. Met some relly wonderful ppl, PLs n freshies alike.
Miss my freshies alot man.. Really. I just hope i can see ya'll really soon!
We're maybe plainnig an outing for TPRAWKS peeps, so all u guys out there, CHECK YOUR EMAIL REGULARLY!!
haha.. in any case, I WAN TO SEE ALL OF U IN TP!!! (HTM of course) lols.
if u guys wanna add me in msn or friendster, my email add is: flowz_8008@hotmail.com

love u guys.
take care.

P/S: To all TPRAWKS freshies out there, ENJOY YOUR HOLS!!

cheers.

If this counts as an update

2006-11-08T11:13:00.002+08:00

If this counts as an update

I know ppl usually start off thier entry with.. "been busy lately" or "too busy to udate" or wateva shit.
but hey.. cant blame those conventional minds can ya? nah im just kiddin..u guys can do wateva u want. Whatever makes u happy man.

I havent been updating because of the lack in inspiration to blog.. simply put it this way.. i cant be bothered to rattle on and on about wat i did yesterday or today and so on and so forth. well maybe i used to. but its kinda pointless after a while dont u think? im not saying that its totally pointless to share with the readers wat type of day u usually have and things like that. but things will eventually get mundane if all u post about is how boring your life is and bla bla bla... all i can say is..

Post something that's worth reading and pondering about.

blogging is all about freedom of writing. so please dun get stuck at "im bored" or "life has been boring" or some other ridiculous alternatives of those two. geez..

BE CREATIVE MAN!

but hey. im just making a suggestion yea?
Whatever makes u happy =)

cheers.

In Loving Memory

2006-10-03T01:37:00.000+08:00

In Loving Memory

The following are v personal to me, so i hope u guys respect its content..

Listening to Alter Bridge's song In Loving Memory always, Always , reduces me to a teary mess..

Why, u ask?

The answer is simple. The song reminds me too much of my beloved grandma. Late Grandma, to be accurate.

Her smile never fails to ease me deep inside. I loved her so so much. My love for her exceeds the boundary that words can only faintly and merely describe.
She was always there for me. Encouraging. Picking me up whenever i took a tumble.

Unfortunately, it all ended a fews years back. U might wonder why I dont really put the exact years since she passed away.. It's not that i dont want to. Its just that i honestly cant remember. I cant remember such a painful day. Too painful. It all happened so sudden.. My brain just couldnt keep up with the shocking news of her death. However, there was one thing i remembered feeling that day. The feeling was v distinct.

Emptiness engulfed my mind, my soul, my heart, that v day.
It was excruciating. Unbearable.

A few days later, i found out that she had kept this small photo of me, when i was around 5 or 6 years of age?, in her purse. Omg. Then it suddenly struck me. I was her favourite grandson amongst all the others that she had. But yet.. BUT YET. I wasnt even there beside her when she was on her death bed.. She mustve wanted to see me - for the last time before she went. Just imagining her, holding back seconds, minutes, of the final moments of her life, expecting to see my face in front of her for just the last time.. It kills me,
..
...
....
..... Grandma, I am such a dissapointment.

I dont even want to bother asking for your forgiveness. Because, even if u do forgive me, I would certainly not forgive myself.

Fast forward to a couple of years back.. I still remembered the night after i bought my Alter Bridge album..
I had song no.7 going on repeat on my player.
That night i cried. Cried like a 1-year old infant. Cried myself to sleep.
I cant hold it all back anymore. I clould take the pain of reminiseing all those things she did for me when i was small.. The tears are like my overflowing pain. Regerets. Sorrows.

But.. I do want to thank her though. She was the main motivator during my Os. I recalled vividly that i always carried a passport sized photo of her in my pencil case everytime i sat for an O lvl paper. I would always look at it before begining each paper.
From her is where I draw my strength. I felt that shes there for me even after she has passed away. You're my salvation when im at my lowest. Your trully my Hero.
I want to thank you. Hope you're in a better place right now..
I love You. You will be always missed my me.

That's it. I cant bear to type anymore.

Thanks for all you've done

I've missed you for so long

I can't believe you're gone

You still live in me

I feel you in the wind

You guide me constantly

I've never knew what it was to be alone, no

Cause you´re always there for me

You´re always home waiting

And now I come home and I miss your face oh

Smiling down on me

I close my eyes to see

Chorus:

And I know, you're a part of me

And it's your song that sets me free

I sing it while I feel I can't hold on

I sing tonight cause it comforts me

I carry the things that remind me of you

In loving memory of

The one that was so true

You were as kind as you could be

And even though you're gone

You still mean the world to me

I've never knew what it was to be alone, no

Cause you´re always there for me

You´re always home waiting

But now I come home and it's not the same, no

Feels empty and alone

I can't believe you're gone

Chorus*

I'm glad he set you free from sorrow

I'll still love you more tomorrow

And you'll be with me still

All you did you did with feeling

And you always found the meaning

And you always will

Chourus*

In Loving Memory

By Alter Bridge

2006-10-02T21:36:00.000+08:00

Chao Da!

Im reduced to a golden brown crisp after kayaking today!(you know those delicious yummy chicken? yea that sort of colour. lols)
Wa.. That Jasmine also!! STILL DARE TO SAY I CANT PUT SUN TAN LOTION COZ SHE MIGHT NOT BE ABLE TO SEE ME AT NIGHT!... CHAO TURTLE!! wahahaha!
Personally i want to get that kinda bronze tan.. U know... Like the Soler Twins.. Haiz.. But dun think i can achieve such things.. haha.. A guy can dream la..

Anyway, today was damn FUN, not to mention damn tiring too! We learned a whole bunch of cool stuff about kayaking like how to do a J-stroke and a Classic draw.. haha. cool..
It was very entertaining to see people trying to control their kayaks and paddle in a straight line.. Haha. Oh ya, Lene kept "appearing" in front of me everytime lor! And she kept banging into my kayak la. Lols.. Oh ya.. Yz almost made me go into feats of laughter when we were doing deep sea embarking today!! Hahaha.. She looked like she was trying to tame a wild beast like that! She couldnt climb into her kayak even after countless atempts lor. Haha.. V funny la she.. HAHAHA!!

Oh wells.. will go thru the same things tml again.. Haha. Looking forward to it!!
I WANT A TAN!!

lols

Entry ends here la.. Tireeeedddd....... =)

cheers.

2006-09-29T00:55:00.000+08:00

BACK.. and bored..

Finally.. So boredom was all it took for me to cave into all the unlimited request for me to update.

Oh wells. I have alot of things to spill out anyway.

Hmmm.. Lets start with IMF...

Its been fun working with a group of wonderfully great bunch of people. Esp when most of them are SLACKERS like ME!!

WAHAHAHA!

Anyways, we had loads and loads of fun! Thanks to all our "bosses" too! Haha. Darren and the housekeeping team was such AMAZING people.. Miss playing and joking aroung with them.

YOSH! Here's a picture of the QCI team!! (missing in action: Ming Feng, Li Yan, Adler)

Picture was taken in one of the staircases somewhere in the building ( the only place where we could sit down and rest without being seen). Haha. We're TIRED can?!

Oh ya.. Mr Darren..if u're reading this... U STILL OWE ME A HUNDRED MILLION DOLLARS COZ U LOST THAT BET, REMEMBER?!!
HAHAHAHAHAH!! Im gonna be RICH!! First i'm gonna buy...... and that....oh and that thing too... Haha =)

IMF party pic. (Adler, Pauline, Ansen, Me)
FOOD! GLORIOUS FOOD! (Jude, Sam, Shaz, Me)

Oh ya, these two pics were taken using Pau's new N73.. N73 can?!!!! My fav hp lehs.. sobs* hah.

All in all, the IMF experience was an unforgettable one. Trust me.

Speaking of work, I have this balloon sculpting thingy tommorow somewhere near KK hospital. I wonder if i'll get lost... hmmm... NOPE! haha. Im so pro.. how can lose my way one.. haha*weak laugh*.
Im suppose to make balloons for these kindergarten kids la- think it should be somewhat related to Children's Day.. haiz... Fortunate kids...
Oh wells.. Should be FUN!
Well its all fun n games until someone calls u "uncle"-> -_-" ( Ouch! how sad would that be) haha. I guess kids will always suprise u, dont they? =) Cute creatures.

Anyway, i just want to wish those people out there who I KNOW are having their exam (or streamings to be exact) a BIG, FAT, OVERSIZED, COMPLETE WITH TWO THUMBS UP..

GOOD LUCK!!

Hmmm.. i seem to be forgetting something that i really want to blog about. Argh! Cant seem to find it somewhere in my brain for now.. There's always a next time.. Or next year.. Or next millenium.. Haha.

So i shall abruptly end my entry here. HAHA.

PS/ mei, pls go and study la.. YOU should also be studying too.. play later ok? Study hard u two! Kampatte! Jia yoh! wahaha..

PPS/ To my closest friends, GCC.. Thanks alot! Esp Derek and Fang Yong!! Love my brothers so much!! Haha.

ilu2. Dont tear nomore..

im hungry.

cheers.

I NEED MY SPACE!

2006-08-18T13:44:00.000+08:00

I NEED MY SPACE!

just feeling pissed off with u-know-wat..
u know..
the 9 letter word..
ARGH!

ok.. shant think abt tt now..
-must think POSITIVE THOUGHTS
-practice POSITIVE SELF-TALK
-smile with your EYES

bleahs. GEMS stuff..

hahas. it works though.. =)

hmmm... have to apologise to FAI for not being able to teach A MATH tt day.
sorry dude. busy lar.. nex time must like book me a few days in advance ok?
argh.. now tt ive mentioned it, i really miss hanging out with all my sec sch frens..
miss those carefree days at hg pt mac.. playing soccer at 'badminton court' there..
f***.. time sure flies when u're having fun.

poly life's ok (sucks.. oops?) i guess..
projects all finally over.. now have to mug for exams and shit.
after exams still got the IMF thingy at Suntec and shit.
my life's shit.
i know tt line "shit happens"..
but for me..
shit happens too frequently tt its a total norm.

dun care abt me.
i can handle shit.
i think i can.

dun worry.
esp you.
pls dun worry so much abt me.

some ppl say i think too much..
well i think i do too..
tts just me i guess..
i know its bad.

so nowadays i try to drown myself in the lil, minute sackets of happiness tt i always enjoy and look forward to with my frens. my family. and you =)

i realise tt i get irritated easily. im sorry ppl. im being unfair.

haiz..

OKAY! happy thoughts!!!
haha.

time to end this post before i type anymore emo shit. lols.

cheers.

i shall cherish u, my only one. take care =)

2006-08-16T18:12:00.000+08:00

sitting beside me - derek is bugging me to update my blog.. so i shall.. hoho.
my laptop is still... dead. haha.. been wanting to send it for repairs la but however, due to unforseen circumstances, i just cant seem to find the bloody time to do it. wth.

Anyway, TPSU subcomm camp was FUN. had a lil bit of the nostalgic feeling of FOC. but still, it was good la.. Started off with (most) of us not knowing each other.. haha. luckly a (large) portion
of them were from Centis + ppl who we knew from FOC. lol. not to mention tt quite a number of them were from HTM!! hoho! wat can i say? HTM ppl are just v enthu? hmmm.. =)
Overall, i can say tt the camp was a great time for us to know other ppl from TP la.. crazy ppl tt is.. haha. Our empire was quite diff from the rest coz of our hard gay version of a cheer..

HARDO MOHAWK!! *ricky martin music in background* OKAYYY!!!

lol. our empire was THAT damn fun can..

besides tt.. nth much really happened.. unfortunately i had to go for GEMS training la.. walao. it was so damn boring i kept fidgeting all our my seat.. damn. how boring can s'pore history get man?! haha. thank god its all over.. *phew.

omg. im feeling this creepy feeling all over me again. like a plague throughout my body.
damn.
its laziness.

so ya.. stopping here for now. derek's grumbling.. supposed to go to SL to pass 148 her polo-t..

MUHAHA. ok. lame.
cya! =)
love apples!

cheers.

I miss u

2006-08-07T16:25:00.000+08:00

i miss....

my ping guo..

blogging..

my laptop..

GCC ppl (derek, kay, fangyong)..

eddie teo wee poh(botak)..

FOC 06 ppl..

NPCC ppl..

cannot think of anymore lehs..

did i left out anyone?

hahas.

missed & loved :)

to all those ppl who i had spent my last saturday with - lets go out again some time soon!

to sherilyn & funghua - pls take care of each other!! hoho.

take care everyone!

cheers.

JOB HUNTING

2006-07-23T00:03:00.000+08:00

JOB HUNTING

Been in desperate need of jobs la. Yea, Kay too. So we decided to drop by town right after school.
First up..

Heeren!

Wanted to work in HMV la, what else.. haha. But after walking around in circles inside there, i decided that i won't want to work there already. Know why? Coz i saw alot of malay people working there.. Not that I'm against Malays or anything.. It's just that, they look so mat & minah type. I don't like.

So, we exited there and walked about aimlessly in town till we stumbled upon something.. AHA! A SIGN THAT SAYS:

"Looking for full/part timers.
If interested, call Barista at 6*** ****.
and then the rest of it i kinda forgot."

but.. ALAS! Finally got hope!!

It was the new Starbucks outlet at the SingTel building btw.. At first, I was just saying randomly that maybe, just maybe, they(pointing towards Starbucks*) were hiring. Then Kay was like "u wanna try and see ar?". I just said "eh, maybe have leh, u go see closer". So we when to take a closer look at the little sign on the entrance of the outlet.. and.. Voila! hahas.. Was so pai seh la.. Kay was like "eh hurry up take the no. la.. the people inside there all looking at us like what like that.." hmm. Maybe because they're wondering why are there two hunks outside their place? haha. So ya, i took the no. and skidded away from there. Decided not to call on that day coz of don't know what stupid reason i forgot.

After that.. We went to more places before finally deciding to go to PS to find Lax and meet up with Fang Yong.

At X-zone in Douby Ghaut MRT station there, we witnessed Lax assaulting one of the machines. It was one of those drum machines la actually. He's so damn good lor.. Like... WAAA. Cannot even see his sticks man! So cool..

Anyway.. Coincidently, the arcade was also hiring staff. haha. When we went to the counter to check out the sign they've put up, i was so amused by the bottom last line..

"If you want to work on public holidays only, go and look for other jobs."

hahas. The whole thing was written in such an ah-beng english lor. Benglish. lols.
We thought.. NAHs, don't wanna work there.. So we left and went to PS arcade. Kay's idea. Habitual arcade-er (noun; a person who enjoys going to arcades and finishing off their money, not forgetting making the arcade owners filthy billionaires).

Hung around there for quite some time before making our way to LJS to wait for our dear beloved Hong Kong friend. When he finally arrived, he was carrying this plastic bag containing Jolyn's b'day present. She's so damn lucky lo! Fang Yong PRACTICALLY ate dinner at home instead of going out with us like usual! wa.. he's so kind.. that idiot. hahas.

So Jolyn.. if you're reading this..

FANG YONG IS SO DAMN GOOD TO YOU. SO U BETTER TREAT HIM WELL ALSO hor.

Anyway..

We left PS and decided to go home. But, seeing that it was still early, around 8 plus like that, we made our minds to drop by Cathay Cineplex.

After reaching at the traffic light junction near there, we saw another Starbucks at Cathay. Me and Kay looked and each other and said " Wanna try?". hahas. Ok lo. So we went there, and to our surprise, we saw the same sign that we saw earlier (not the arcade one la. duh) .
So.. Obviously pleased with what our eyes gazed upon, we called.

No answer.

Know why?

Coz office hour over already what.

lol.

We went inside Cathay to kai kai abit coz our dear Fang Yong saw an Adidas store when we were standing somewhere outside the place.
Funny thing was.. when we were inside that Adidas outlet, we were still trying our luck. SO.. being the kind man that Fang Yong is, he asked one of the staff there whether there are any vacancies or not la.

No luck.

Never mind..

Anyway.. the climax of the day was when we saw this girl singing live at Ben & Jerry's..
She was like... waaaa... made my heart melt when she was smiling and looking at us, no no no.. me(abit shameless here), all the way when we were walking past that place. OMG.

Girl, i don't know you,
but somehow i want to be with you..
All it took was that smile of thy..
To win my heart a million times..

Damn. This is stupid. Got this feeling over me that i can't get rid off.
What can i say? I'm charmed la basically.. ~~~

So..

whoever it was who sang live at B&J's at 9+ on 21st of July..

WOULD YOU MIND GIVING ME YOUR NUMBER TO THIS TOTAL STRANGER WHO'S COMPLETELY MESMERIZED BY YOU?

I can't sleep well until i do.

Well.. I know that there's only like a 1% chance of me knowing her and 99.9% that she might be attached or anything even if i do get her no. .. but.. BUT! 1% is still a glimmer of hope. It's enough for me.

If knowing her is a sin, then God please be merciful on me.
Because i have no intention of letting her slip away from my heart
without even trying.

OK OK. Time to get out of emo land already. lol.

Well.. it's getting late.. I'd better go off now.. still got microecons to deal with.. Gah!
but before that, here are some pics taken from yesterday's NCO Farewell ceremony.. abit lazy to go and photoshop them though.. haha..

Ex-NCOs from 02 batch. We're da BEST.

Farhan R's probably vexed coz he's not hitting his balls right.

The two farhans. J & R. no prize for guesing who's who.

Us again.. Live from Hougang Plaza K-pool. Tables kinda sucked though.

cheers.

GAH! THIS SUCKS!!

2006-07-13T14:30:00.000+08:00

GAH! THIS SUCKS!!

Todays's comm skill oral presentation...

was a disaster!

Brief summary of my topic..
Title: Disabled but not unable
Body: Sth abt tt Terry Fox guy and how he managed to bla bla bla..
Ending: Sth tt Terry Fox said, abt dreams or sth la.. doesnt really matter now.

hai..

How cld she tell me to hurry up and finish!!
This was wat happened..

Akumaran: ok can u quickly start because im way behind time

Me: ok ok. let me just set up my.. *preparing to set up my laptop*

Akumaran: *cuts in* Nevermind.. Its ok. Just do without it..

Inner voice within(IVW) : WTH?!! "just do without it" u say????!! its tt some kinda cool new nike line u're using??!! How can i "just do without it"?? argghhhh!!! .....

.....

Me: oh ok..*fumbles on cue cards*

Akumaran: Hurry up hurry up start..

Me: alright alright..

Me: *proceeds on with the oral presentation while stumbling on words and wrongly pronouncing words* -bloddy hell.

Akumaran: Ok.. Uh hum..

IVW: @(*$)&#@^$)*#^@$)&()^#@*$)(@*&#$^#*....
die la like this.. gah!

-end of presentation-

Outside Room...

Ivy: how was it?

Me: die ald la..

Jean: how?

Me: die ald la..

Pam: so how?

Me: die ald la..

IVW: hai...... die ald la........

-went off for lunch-

i dun care ald la. at least its over and done with.. now relaxing..
finally found abit of time to blog. haha. read gwen's blog also.. damn funny.

at library now la.. sian. waiting for tt ass fang yong to show up. dunno goin where aft tt also.
hai...
i still wan durians.. chilli crabs.. milo oreo ice blend from across the road..
~~~~
oh ya.. ming took this pic of us b4 the massacre..

changchang - me - ming

I love my tie!!

(actually its not mine.. but since its so nice, I ADOPTED IT!! lols..)

ok den..

im off to kayak training.. haha.
shd be damn fun..

cya!

cheers.

DOWN

2006-07-07T23:19:00.000+08:00

DOWN

sorry for not updating guys..

been feeling down and out for these past few days/weeks...

so stressed...

im also trying hard not to buckle under the pressure of sch..

sigh*

well i guys i guess ill try to blog again some time soon..

till then...

take care ppl.

cheers.

CENTIS CHALET

2006-06-21T21:13:00.000+08:00

CENTIS CHALET

Im finally back home from chalet! HAHA!

Although im super tired n lethargic, managed take out my lt to blog for abit.

The chalet was so damn nice. haha. ok..it more than just 'nice' la. It was GREAT. Partly bcoz as one of the co-ordinators, i felt tt the turnout was actually quite high... so as they say, the more the merrier rite?..

The food was also good la but we managed to only buy abit compare to the last centis bbq we had.. but still.. I LOVE THE SWEET CORN WITH HONEY!! HAHAHAHAHAA. it was so damn nice i was practically scouring the place for more corns! lols..

oh ya.. for the most of the first nite aft the bbq... we played this game which Jodin, Alan n Kelvin introduced to us... its called....

BETRAYAL AT THE HOUSE ON THE HILL!!!!!!!!

or we call it 'betrayal' for short..

haha.. cool rite????

we played this somewhere in the open area outside our chalet..

wa.. tell u ar.. Jodin they all made even managed to create a freaky ambience for the game by using candles and also by playing this eerie kinda songs throughout the game..

haha. FUN.

anyway.. to keep it short..

this game involves 6 players, n each player has to choose a character to control for the rest of the game.

these characters are actually explorers who came upon this house which was romoured to be haunted la.. haha.. so ya.. at the start of our turn we can move our characters to explore the house n open new rooms with either an event, item, or omen in them.

the reason why this game is so freaking COOL is that its not just a simple

i-kill-u-kill-me-and-game-over kinda game but its something else.. there will come a time in the game where by a traitor will be revealed(amongst the explorers) n tt is when the all the complex scenarios will come in..

for example.. for the first game i played, the scenario was tt the traitor and his servants had to kill all of us in order to gain the inheritance of the owner of the house(who was murdered by the servants). so if he doesnt suceed killing us b4 dawn, he will have to share all the wealth with the other explorers(which means the game is over as the explorers had outlasted the ordeal until dawn)..

i dont blame u if u dont understand wat the hell this game is about.. lols.

its complicated. just accept tt.

hahas.

n so.. we played tt game from 10?11? rite until arnd 5 plus the nex morning.. ahahahahahaha..

n we were so tired tt aft our breakfast at Mac, most of us were like resting our heads on the tables.. sleeping!.. hahaha. too bad i din take a picture of it..

oh well.. i guess tts all i can say abt the chalet ..

im too tired.

i actually just came back from national stadium.. had the YTSA course there..

wa.. cant believe i have to make my way there AGAIN tml and AGAIN the day aft tt..

SianZ....

ok den..

im goin to do my BCS now..

BCS = Frustation + Anger

oh ya.. FYI.. we won tt particular round of betrayal.

sadly, only kel survived 'the nite' while the others got killed(yea yea including me..)

lols..

kel tt hum ji guy.. camp inside the room only.. scared to come out.. haha.

but good tactic la..

lols

cheers.

2006-06-03T20:28:00.000+08:00

YOUTUBE-ING

term test hoooo!..

sorry.

tt was totally uncalled for. lol

well ive been watching alot of Razor Ramon aka. Hard Gay on youtube lately n i think im hooked.
haha. u shd really watch this guy hes damn funny.
okay?
wat?
no??

SAY! SAY! SAY! haha..
im sure u're convinced tt i sound like a nutcase/maniac/your crazy old next door neighbour or whatever. but in any case, this guy sounds worse..
trust me...
hes alot more~WORSE.
haha.
Man.. i sincerely believe tt there's enough crap in youtube to keep u entertained 24/7. haha.

anyway.. im supposed to be studying but im doin sth else. haha.

supposed to.

im watching wang lee hom on youtube. lol
ha. i know im procrastinating alot man.
but this guy is soooo damn bloody good of a singer tt i just cant help listning n watchin him perform man..
god..
someday..
with enough training..
i might just get tt sort of voice.. sigh*

don't u dare laugh u bastards.

it may sound impossible but i dun care.
besides..... impossible is nothing.
or havent u heard?

im so lost in the hussle of daily life i almost forgot wat i really want in life.. my ambitions
i needa break to just focus on wat i wanna do to get to where i wanna be.
problem is.. there are problems.
barriers.
restrictions.
u name it.

but problems can be solved. i just need time.
i just hope i have enough patience to keep focused.

Just finished watchin SGidol encore a while ago. they're good, but not as good as lee hom la..haha
congrats to Paul n Jonathan. i really think they deserve it. esp jon. his vocals can make it. lols.
okok.
im in not position to judge them.
i noe i cant sing..
i cant dance..
i cant do anytin..

lol =)

anyway..id like to wish all the idol wannabes Good Luck coz i noe its gonna be hell in tt studio.

oh well..better get back to studying.. sianzzz...

Good Luck for term test ppl! =)

cheers.

CRAZY F.O.C.

2006-04-18T16:47:00.000+08:00

CRAZY F.O.C.

its been a long time since i last blogged! haha. damn lazy. so ya. here i go wit my experience in TP's FOC!!.....(this is gonna be short)

1st day: i met up wit jeremy n kah meng at e monfort area there and we had a quick lunch. (must eat good food b4 every camp la) haha. being a blur ass, hirzi unfortunately didnt know how to get there and so we decided to meet up wit him at tampines instead. coincidentally, hiri also boarded e 72 bus tt we were in on e way to tamp int.

and so.. upon reaching e TP overhead bridge there, some of e e GLs there started calling me Iskanda lehs. haha. i was like, hu e hell is iskanda man?? but i din care and just walked off la.

so ya.. reach e sports hall ald.... every single Gl was seen cheering arnd their empire la. but e freshies were e other way arnd.. they were dead, not enthu at all n of course bored. so bla bla bla... got into e best empire.....CENTIS!!!! learnt some cheers.... volunteered to be in e cheerleader grp... shouted my ass off.... saw alot of cute / pretty GLs (woot*!!) ... and off tome games at tamp cenral...

i dowan to elaborate here coz it'll be like so long and draggy la.. but i just wanna say tt our sub empire, CENBU did a brilliant job an all of e games!!! lols. my fav station was e tamp library where we had to dress one of us as papa bear. haha. our grp, being crazy, dirty, and so damn enthu, went to attach our v own papa bear wit a ber-long-long.. LOLS!!! n it was like so big n long n he even kept playing wit it!!omg! damn funny can??!! hahahaha.

2nd day: Performance nite was awesome!!!!!!!! even though our performance may not be good to some ppl, it was e best performance to me la. i like e chicken gang sia. they damn funny like hell. lol. ok. Jam n Hop was also cool. i din reli jioned in but i saw jeremy n hirzi grinding a couple of girls in e crowd. like eWwW? lol. no la. it was damn fun la seeing everione damn hyped. haha!!

3rd day: did alot of station n carnival games la. our craziest moment was at e fountain. haha. e whole centis empire joined in to walk e foot reflexology thingy, which was so bloody painful! we even had to run on those stupid stones ok?! anyway, e fun part was seeing e station masters jumping into e pond, along wit our FAs n also JODIN! hahas. damn funny la. alvin even did e boo master thingy in e water!! lols. crazy ppl, but i love them so much!! our GLs were e coolest la. Love them to bits i tell u. ok. um maybe i'll update on e carnival games later ya so u guys pls be patient n wait. lols.
oh ya. e final clash was trully spectacular!! lucky for me i knew one of e team members of MANTIZ. hes none other den JON, my national campmate. lol!! so me n FY made a truce wit him la. haha. lucky for us lo. if not we had to fight more ppl. our team was like damn small sia!! not bloody fair at all can?! haha. nvm. in e end we decided tt we shd just suicide to prevent e other empires from taking our point.so ya... CENTIS SUICIDE (clapx5) .... LOLs!!
CEMENT ROX OK??!!!! hahahaha. we just rule.
anyway, aft e debrief most of us went to e CPF building e Mac D's there to eat n chit chat as it was an FOC tradition. n so being one of e damn enthu ppl, i went lo.. ok. shant elaborate on this too.. lol. but i can tell u, we were so damn high n crazy!! lols. fun la.
ok. tts it abt e camp.

i just wanna say a big THANK YOU to all our GLs and FAs for making our FOC a memorable one...
I LOVE CENTIS n THE PPL IN IT!! hahahahahaa.. CENTIS OI!!!!!

oh ya...

ROCK ON TP!!

2006-03-17T13:06:00.002+08:00

-this was supposed to be posted last week.-

hi ppl!
im sqeEeEeeEezing this entry in. so its kinda short..

omg. im so damn busy lately tt i hardly have time to go out or even watch tv for tt matter!
all bcoz of next week's meeting la. need to prepare this n tt. loads of paperwork. I EVEN HAD TO WORK OT YTD!!! omg. crazy. stay back till 9 plus just to complete those stupid meeting folders. haiz.... anyway, gwen's back home now.. BUT I CANT MEET UP WIT HER!! like WTF??! i blame this all on work la.. hell.. i think i need a bReak. coz im not those workaholic types.. lol. oh ya.. anyone interested in goin in-line skating nex week??? if yes pls contact me ok?..

sch's gonna start soon. well maybe 17 april is not so soon la. but still.. I CANT WAIT!! oh ya. got posted to hospitality & tourism management(HTM). for those of u who might be thinking whether anot this course sux, lemme tell u tt IT DEFINATELY DOES NOT. need L1R4 of bout 9 to get in lo.
Im sure tt poly life's gonna be LoAds n LOaDs of FUN!! lol.

ok. till nex time ppl!

2006-03-11T23:13:00.000+08:00

ha. im here to blog.

so freakin lazy la lately.wit work n all. still have a stupid interview on tuesday. need to prepare my portfolio n shit. v lazy man.

v bored la. wit lene they all now gone. haiz.. gonna be damn lonely la. HAHA. hope lene's not reading this. or else she'll be like rambling bout this on and on to me next time we go out. lols.

CANT WAIT for her to get back from hk. dunno wat she'll bring back la. hope its sth nice. =)

oh ya. im also thinking abt becomin a CI. dunno whether i shd anot la but i feel like i have a duty to help wei jie, now tt tze kang's quitted. haiz..still thinking it over though.

ok. the laziness is back again. so i shall end here.
cheers.

2006-03-03T17:22:00.000+08:00

truth is, im lazy to update. but i'll do it anyway..

last wednesday, i was super bored after work until i decided to call pll to go out wit me n attend to my nonsensical impulses. hehe. anyways. only lene was free so she and i decided to go to orchard's swensens for a dinner fix. this was bcoz lene, being v irritatingly wishy-washy tt time, cant decide on wat to eat. so in the end she said she didnt want any rice, noodles and fatty foods. well, guess wat? she was the first one to order the fish n chips set at swensens!! not only tt, she decided to get the DEEP FRIED mushrooms saying tt they were healthy. UNBELIEVABLE!! hahaha. anyways. aft tt, we went to play pool. shes good la. but didnt beat me even once. haha. even though she cheated! lol. so ya. sent her home. taxi again. waste money. hahahaha. tc ppl.

2006-02-25T17:58:00.000+08:00

i saw sth v disturbing yesterday which made me realise tt voilent families still exist arnd us. i'll explain wat happened so tt u guys can visualize it yourselves. ok here goes.. i was at Jurong pt yesterday as usual to have my lunch.while i was walking towards one of the shops, i saw this malay family.to tell u the truth, this was not your typical happy family.they certainly have issues. ok. wat shocked me really the father was trying to stop his son from crying by carring him on his shoulders like some gunny sack. it was a sad sight.i mean the father was holdin the poor bor by his legs! can u imagine! the poor lad was crying and screaming his lungs out while his livid father was equally shouting at him to stop. tell me. how can your treat your child with such violence?? what has he done to deserve such hate-driven father?? it really heart-aching me just to watch from the sidelines. helplessly. somehow, i can feel the boy's pain. mayb its because i once had such a dad? yea. tts right. not a dad who comes back from work in the evening with a worn out smile on his face n a loosened tie around his neck. No.. all i had was one who wld always come back late at night, in a drunken stupor, wreaking of alcohol, n throwing up every once in a while. yes, tt was the kind of dad i had... i used to remember waking in the middle of the night up n seeing him vormit into this small plastic bag left by mom. i felt pity for him, but at the same time, i was angry. angry at him for getting drunk all the time. i used to ask god 'why cant i have a normal dad like everyone else?' i was sick of getting beaten up for the smallest of mistakes. i was more sick of seeing him beating my mom for reasons unknown to me at tt time. i felt helpless when mom came out crying aft getting beaten up and shouted at. useless dad. she was the only one who wld stand by your side no matter wat happens, and this is wat u do to her?? i felt v small at tt time. i cant do anytin but to shut my eyes and go to sleep and pray to god tt they wont happen again the next day. but they always did. now. aft mom left him, we're a happy family. not a complete one, but certainly a happy one. for years the words 'papa' nerver left my mouth to address anyone. never. haiz.... all tt was in the past. i put tt all behind me. i forgave my dad for being wat he was n thanked him for doing all the things tt he did because they made me who i am today. im v thankful to god. at least i didnt turn out a rich spoilt brat like those u wld see on the streets. good news is, i heard tt he'd turn over to a new leaf. Amin to tt. i just hope tt dads all over the world wont treat their families like mine did. on this note, i shall end my post here.

2006-02-20T12:22:00.000+08:00

WAH!!!

DAMN SIAN AH!!

im skipping lunch rite now. i cant bear to drag my swollen ankle arnd anymore. ok.. maybe i can.
got loads of work to do rite now which i just dont wanna care abt at the moment coz HELL, ITS LUNCH BREAK!! haha. oh btw.ITS FREAK'IN COLD HERE IN THE OFFICE. so imagine me typing this with popcicle-ish fingers and shards of ice down my nose.BrRrrR... haha.

been thinking of crashin into the jcs. but.. there's this small possibility of getting caught leh..
oh wait!
..SOUNDS FUN!!! hahaha.
the last time i crashed into SR, me n my contacts arrived kinda late so we were like 'oh shit, the music start ald.WALK FASTER!WALK FASTER! .faster go to the furthest toilet.' and den we quickly rushed to the toilet.let me tell u. we passed by a couple of teachers.but NONE OF THEM CARED we were skipping assembly! BEHOLD! UTTER IGNORANCE!! lol..
i loved the adrenaline rush. haha.wat can i say? im a thril seeker? haha!

ok. i'll end this entry here.im still sian though.
oh wat the heck. i'll sleep la. haha..

2006-02-16T10:23:00.000+08:00

like footprints in the snow, thoughts of her slowly fade away.

sorry and thank you.

u'll always be in my heart.

2006-02-16T09:01:00.000+08:00

time is goin past me like a limp old man....
dragging his feet as deliberately as he can...
i try desperately to speed up with hasty hands...
but i realised, the sands of time will still withstand....

i cant take the aggravating effect time has upon me.
in my wake i try hard and long to forget those shadows in my head.
shadows of loneliness, hatred, temptations, regrets, remorse, worries and hurt.
sombre is the mood that fills the air around me.
sadness.

im nervous about the mass comm thing. afraid that they wont have a space for me.
omg. i cant take it. i must get into this. must. hopefully i'll get choosen for the interview.
praying hard.

well.. hope u guys get into your courses as well yea?.
GOOD LUCK! :)

2006-02-11T12:22:00.000+08:00

i just wanna thank... god.family.teachers. n my FRENS!!! wooot!! if not for them dragging me to library to study, i wldnt have known wat shity results i wldve gotten for my Os. hahahaha. my frens in 4e1 are the BEST!! ROCK ON GUYS!! hope we stay together till the end!! oh ya. back to my results.. got a bunch of b3s-eng(nooooooo!), combined humanities, a math(miricles do happen!), physics n chem.. couple of a2s-e math n malay. and last but not least.. an A1!! for my fav sbj..BIO!! hahaha. the credit shd go to Mrs Chan S.M. for supporting me(n letting me sleep in class whenever the lights were off. lol!). N also not forgeting the ppl in my bio lab bench- yuan zheng(for letting me copy your assignment book that time wen i was told to redo. haha.), lene(for making me laugh coz of your constant 'huh ing'), n also justin(for letting me bug u on bio this n thats).oh boon siong too deserve some credit as hes been the one pushing me to study, n ok..also covering up for me wen i slept in class. hehehe.) all in all, got 14 for L1R5 and 11 for L1R4 =) .- THANKS 4 e1 FOR MAKING 2005 SO MEMORABLE!!! hope all of u will go to your dream jc or course in poly! 4e1 2005 RuLeZ!! woot*

2006-02-10T08:31:00.000+08:00

SRJC RAWKS!!... yeah right.... its kinda lame actually.
anyway. i attended only 2 lectures yesterday. in phy lect, i saw FAT. she was sittin somewhere with her class. evven though i thought that the whole hour was a drag, i didnt SLEEP!! not lyk some ppl's gf i noe who slept halfway during the lecture.... lol.
So ya. to keep this entry short and simple.. i skipped alot of tutorials but attended the math one. IT WAS A MISTAKE. bcoz of the F-UPed lecturer who sux. so during the whole time, i sat there drawing stuff. so lame. oh ya. did saw this gal. damn cute. hahahaha. wont elaborate here....
so. went bowen aft that and went home. nth much really..... lol.

feelin v scared/anxious/worried right now.....
well...
GOOD LUCK TO ALL THOSE WHO're TAKING O RESULTS TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-02-08T12:17:00.000+08:00

I'LL OFFICIALLY BE CRASHING INTO SRJC TML.
anyone interested to join pls call my secretary...

2006-02-08T11:54:00.000+08:00

watched fearless with hanfen, bs and perlyn yesterday. again. bleah. so lame. haha. anyway, we decided to go bowling to kill time, and guess wat?they removed the only bowling alley at orchard ,which was at cine, to make way for this lame cyber place. ok ok. it was rather cool actually.ha. so then the guys wanted to go taka and disturb yz since they were so bloody bored and had this craving to disturb someone. so ya. they all talked to her while i took a stroll somewhere there just to hide my flushed face. anyway. we said our goodbyes and got the hell outta there; next destination-cine. haha. so lame.walked all e way to taka and then walked back. haha. so ya. went to bk to eat and have a chit chat.played a lil tie ti or whatever its called. had lotsa fun!! coz i won alot!! hahahaha!! i must really consider turning pro..hmmm.. Nah... lol.
went to somerset aft that so take NSL.unfortunately, hanfen lost her wallet!! then poor bs and perlyn, who ald tapped their cards, had to go out again just to backtrack to cine. FORTUNATELY for her, we saw one of the BK guys rumaging thru it and so we ask for it to be returned.duh. funny thing abt lost wallets is that once they are returned back to u, the coins wld still be inside. haha. picky. so ya. wen home aft that. ha.

2006-02-06T17:10:00.000+08:00

i went to bugis yesterday to eradicate the ever-existing demon called BOREDOM. reached fai's void deck at abt 4 plus. obviously that ass of a guy(like me) is always late. so i wen to mac at hg pt to subdue my annoyance.idiot. anyway we he finally came and we boarded 72 to hg mrt station.upon reachin bugis, we were still a tad bored, so we decided to walk arnd the place, although we were more like limping away actually. so ya. walked arnd, spotted alot of good stuff, bought some,saw yz, and wen ps. we're still damn bored dats y.wanted to watch a couple of movies but the timing werent in our favour.so we decided to pray at al-falah mosque and den decide on wat to do.to our utter dissapointment, all hope was bleak.so we walked to ps and headed home.still bored.

2006-02-06T13:49:00.000+08:00

saturday was soooo fun!!!! i got to watch fearless wit farhan r(the asshole) in the afternoon. we met at CP and ya.. i was late..ONLY 2 mins wat. patience is a virtue u noe!! anyway, took train to someset and walked to cine. and guess wat?? Farhan R had this really huge urge to shit!! I was like 'WHAT THE...???...NOW??'. anyway, bein a gd fren dat im, i ran to cine wit him. amazingly enuff, he managed to out-jog me to the entrance coz he was nowhere in sight. fancy the stool in his digestive tract making him run so fast huh.. lol. so anyway. i proceeded to level 4 to buy e tix to fearless. TO MY HORROR...THE BLOODY COUNTER CANT ACCEPT NETS!!! ARGHHHH!!!so i did wat other sensible 16 year olds wld do.. i punched the person's face leaving him toothless, and spewed vulgarities at him in hokkien. YA, I WISHED.... nonetheless i was feelin rather pissed so decided to draw money at B1.unfortunately the stupid atm machine didnt spare me either..aft enterin my designated amt, the bloody machine then tells me that it can only dispense $50 notes. I was damn bloody pissed ok?!!so i just press enter.STUPID THING. so aft that we got our tix and wen to watch fearless.finally. it was, fortunately, nice. haha.
we headed to LJS for our meal n farhan R surprised me again by saying that hes not hungry. WHATS THE WORLD COMING TO???!! but it was for the better i suppose. haha. while we were waitin for the two 'stars' to arrived, my eyes met wit this really cute chinese girl's. she had this tan like athlete's which made her look DAMN HOT ok!!! Omg. cannot take it man..esp wen she DELIBERATELY peered over to where i was sitting .haha. hope she was lookin at me!!hehehe!!*im feelin v shameless*.. i really wanted to ask for her no. and nearly did so too! but unfortunately, i didnt want to be rude and disrupt her meal. so we just walked off, wit me fully in reluctance to do so.. hahahaha.... so ya. the rest of the day was the same as in farhan's or fai's blog.except i didnt manage to catch the last bus at sengkang int.
so i had to take cab home for the upteenth time.waste money.haha.

2006-02-03T16:30:00.000+08:00

no words cld justify the awesome-ness of the movie 'i not stupid too(2)'.

..............

..............

..stilll.....

speechless..

U just have to watch it yourself....

U wont regret......

2006-02-03T08:55:00.000+08:00

I OFFICIALLY CRANKED UP THE SHREDDING MACHINE TODAY. i got so dissed wit it getting jammed all the time i decided to give it a lil shove. ok. mayb it was abit more like a kick. haha. anyway. i finally got it to work aft wrestling with it for like a min or so, even though i cld see that the STUPID SCREWED-UP CONTRAPTION was still reluctant to do so. in any case, i think the bloody company shd try to get a new one since this one is like sooo out of its time. perhaps me n shredder here shd just have a gooood loooong "man to creation" talk to resolve our issues once and for all. im a man of peace. lol! ok. fine. i'll stop blabbering abt my personal issues right now.. I HATE THAT SHREDDER!!! hahahaha..

2006-02-02T13:19:00.000+08:00

had a blast of a day yesterday!! even though i was down wit fever all nite and mornin, i managed to do sth unimaginable! lol. it all started wen i wen to nadia's to hang out since i didnt wanna stay at home feeling limp and pathetic. so ya. nad took out her recipe books for cookies and cakes and decided to bake sth for her bf. so since we were on the idea of baking, i thought I 'd bake sth for a special someone too! haha. aft much thought, i decided on brownies!! hahaha.not everybody is born a chef though..so bein a lousy chef + clumsy guy dat i am, i spilled the melted choc all over my jeans and shirt!! wat a mess!! lol. the most painstaking part was cutting the nuts into smaller pieces. haha. so ya. aft 3 hours or so preparing and baking those yummy brown pastries, i finally set off to bugis to give them to her personally.. lol. it was a really tiring day, plus being sick made it even worse. but... aft seeing her sweet smile at the end of the day made it all worthwhile.... :)

CMM

2006-01-26T17:31:00.000+08:00

im such an ashole....instead of workin..im bloggin..lol. oh ya. im so goin to the CMM(communications & media management) at TP!!!!!!!!! CANT WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

tomorrow.tommorow.

2006-01-26T17:20:00.000+08:00

i cant wait for tml.but at the same time im dreading it.y?? coz of tt treat i was gonna give wei jie n jacc n god noes hu else tml.ME & MY BIG MOUTH!! lol. oh well.i guess it inevitable aft all. anyway, went to esplanade on tuesday.bought my WANG LEE HOM album at long LAST!! im lyk listenin to it 24/7.even wen asleep!haha! guess its just here for now.n i'll rmbr to UPDATE k ppl.... Tc.

2006-01-10T16:07:00.000+08:00

ate alot today.*burp.'cuse me.haha. cant wait for tml's cca open hse. miss my sch. n np too. hope it doesnt rain. pls pls.*praying hard.oh. n roseman pls do get your bloody fat arse to sch tml.i wanna kick it. lol.

time flies.

2006-01-02T17:39:00.000+08:00

its 2006!! i didnt realise its ald 2 month after the o's.i've only completed a fraction of wat i've set myself out to do.havent even enroll myself in the music sch.mayb by my nex pay ba?? haha. oh well.i dunno wat to say anymore la.till nex time. HappY NeW YeaR to all those ppl out there!!

ok. im here to crap.

2005-12-29T01:00:00.000+08:00

ya. ok. im freakin bored i decided to do this blog thingy just to kill time. First Entry. today was typical workin day. my aunt wit her incessive nagging in the office. bla bla bla. im like- alrite ald..i get u're msg..- oh! gotta point out this small incident on board the bus home. t'was a crowded bus la. i was standing of course (developin my calf musles, lol!).anyway. there was this apek la sittin down on e seat facing the isle of the bus. den he suddenly gave me that look leh as if i raped someone in his fam or stole all his life's savings lyk that.wanna noe y?? all bcoz i merely brushed on his shoes! God! i cant just make your bloody shoes dissapear just by contact la uncle. tsh! SINGAPOREANS apeks. speaking of singaporean- there was this big(im refraining myself from using my arsenal of insulting vocabs just because im nice to older ppl ok) woman who just pushed and shoved her way wen boarding the bus.Obviously shes oblivious to the patient Q shes lumbering thru gracefully to get into the bus.Patience. -ok im off. till nex time im feelin frekin bored-