MY WORRIES ARE MINE, AND MINE ALONE.
Monday, February 05, 2007

MY WORRIES ARE MINE, AND MINE ALONE.



Things have been bugging me lately and making my head cramped. Now, to unload all those unneccessary shit that has been lingering around in my cranium:

1. Time Management Issues
I believe that some of my classmates are aware of my lack of time management skills. And yes, I do admit, I simply suck at it. No matter how many times I try to change, I'll just fall back into my old ways. Procrastination, no sense of time urgency, etc.
Its killing me.
I have to apologise to my poor group members who suffered because of my inability to manage time. I'm sorry Eve, Da jie, Ming. I've really been a letdown. I WANT to change though. But how? I've tried again and again, and have broken countless promises within myself. How do I convince myself to be on time, every time?
I guess I'll have to work that out internally. No, I MUST work it out, before its too late. But maybe it already is.

I need an organiser. And a fierce soul to constantly force me to use it every time I have something on. Really.


2. SU Main Comm Elections
I know that the elections are far far ahead. But still, alot of things have been bothering me concerning this. As a start, I don't think that I can live up to peoples' expextations of me. I'm not even anywhere near there. Trust me; who would know me better than myself. I have every reason NOT to run for the elections next AY. But still, there is something in me that's pushing me to do the otherwise. Maybe its the burning passion towards TPSU that's doing it. Maybe its my friends in there whom I've grown quite attached to for the past year. Hmmm..
But unless I change my ways, throw away all my bad habits, correct myself and my thinking, I'd never be able to bring myself to run. NEVER. I do not wish for people to waste votes on such a useless person just because of popularity or what not.
I WILL RUN IF I KNOW DEEP DOWN INSIDE THAT I HAVE WHAT IT TAKES TO BE IN ONE OF THOSE 13 SEATS.

Friends can only help you 25% of the way. The final 75% is up to yourself.


3. Unemployment Issue
GOD I NEED A JOB! There's only a 5% chance that B&J's will call me. I'm sad. No point in hiding that fact. I was dumb to have pinned all my hopes on that ONE job. Should have scouted for others. DAMN. I need a job and I need it like desperately.. Actually not. Depends. The sooner the better.

4. Dropping Grades.
My grades are slipping like there's no tommorow. At the rate they are going, there WON'T BE any tommorow left.
Someone has to be there.

To slap me.

To kick me.

If physical abuse is what it takes to wake myself up and make me study, then by all means, please do volunteer to swing your limbs at me whenever you see me slacking off.
I need to slap that smile off my face. Its time to get serious. I'm far too playful for my own good. If only I had a device which can give off electrical shocks whenever I'm playing instead getting my work done. Hmmm. Maybe there's one on ebay.

See what I mean? I'm too damn playful. Shoot me.



Ok. I've vented enough crap onto this entry.
Need to stop. Because its getting freaking late and I DO have lecture in the morning, though most probably I won't be going.

*SLAPS*

See ya!


cheers.

@ 2:16 AM

Fan Jay.
eightteen.
Hospitality & Tourism Management.
Temasek Poly.
GCC.
TP Students' Union.

I Simply Rock.


Y

LOVES

Nice white things.
Simplicity
Haivng fun.
Eating ice-cream.
Singing.
Making new friends.
Making people smile.

N

HATES.

Coriander
Waiting
Seeing people frown
Being short
Yada yada yada..
the list goes on..

Y

WISHES.

a backpack.
organizer.
ESPRIT bermudas and pants.
braces.
white ZARA shoes.
GUESS pull-overs.
lose weight. alot.
meet MORE new friends.
MAKE MORE PEOPLE HAPPY!

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{♥} farhan R
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